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coloursofaparadox · 4 months ago

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i finally got my adhd med dosage worked out and also for like the first time since upping the dosage actually managed to take it consistently long enough for it to actually kick in over the last few weeks and god damn. that shit is magic.

#im on the non-stimulant version bc the stimulant ones were too up-and-down for me #so they kinda act like how ssri meds do in terms of slow buildup #but now that I'm there its!!! insane!!!#I've been falling asleep just when I'm tired which I just am totally unable to do normally #I woke up before my alarm today and was like maybe I'll take a shower!! in the MORNING! as soon as I woke up!!!!#and left on time for my appointment w time to spare - then instead of going home after having accomplished the one (1) task for the day #i voluntarily just went and did MORE things. like. for FUN. and didnt have to force myself and be like 'you'll enjoy it once you're there'#then I finished doing fun things at the river with the dog and was like. yknow what? I'm gonna be productive and work on the car.#and I DID. then hung out and socialized and watched a movie after?#at this point this is 4 WHOLE THINGS in one day????? and it wasnt prescheduled and I did it all because I just felt like it #I am fucking astounded. I am going to do everything possible to make sure I don't fall off meds again bc like. this shit is lifechanging #as long as I'm not physically too tired I'm actually looking forward to doing more tomorrow too #like. god damn. not having to force myself to do things that logically I know I enjoy and just being able to DO them is insane #I'm gonna go to the weekly farmers market next week and pick up veggies. and then make something with them.#⭐✨magic✨⭐

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